Hi guys, I’m Mariam and I have no motivation.
To be honest, I’m sooooo lazy. Throughout the entire time, as long as I can remember, I didn’t have any interesting and useful hobbies to which I would devote my time. I waste my days on social networks, watching movies, lounging on the couch, little time to spend in the fresh air. I had and now have many goals, but I lack motivation to achieve them. Intellectually, I seem to understand everything, but my hands don’t reach the point.
I often ask myself: Why am I living at all, if I spend my whole life like this on nonsense? Am I not capable of changing myself and this world for the better?
I am very ashamed for wasting so many years of my life. I look at people who are successful and I also want to do the same.
I used to draw and dance, but now I’m lazy for do something. And to be honest, I need motivation now, I want to learn Spanish and English. And I want a lot of things, but I can’t do anything.
But I don’t like to stay at home, because I don’t get along with my parents, I often go for a walk with my friend, and this is the only thing that I am not too lazy to do. I wanna motivation for development. I know that life is wonderful, but now are boring years for me, and this is my fault, it’s awfully
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